Where do I start

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It may seem strange, to start a complete new blog about something I have already written a lot, this back and forth.


Well, being back in Switzerland for almost half a year now, I do feel the need to relive certain events, revisit certain places in my head, even feel certain emotions again.


Being an expat is something you cannot explain to anybody who hasn't done it, too much is relied with it especially emotions so strong you cannot put them in words.


From the excitement to risk something to the fear of failure, from hope to despair, from adjustment to the new life to homesicknes, from being overwhelmed by the busy rhythm of this vibrant city to the missing of a quiet place to find some rest - all these and many more are now a part of me, they are memories, some conscious, some hidden, they will be with me forever and influence every decision I'll make in the future.


What I'll do is try to revisit all these, with all the hurting it will cause - some experiences were very painfull and still are - but also with all the strengh they gave me.



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